Thursday, August 7, 2008

My Worse Day In A While

Like in about six months. I zigged when I should have zagged, I shorted wen I should have been long, and went long when I should have been short. I use tight stops so I didn't lose my house or anything, but it seems that every trade I made was an immediate mistake. It was the second time this week (I managed to make money thankfully the last time) when I wasn't where the volatility was and tried to superimpose my belief system on where a trade should go. Always a mistake, I know better and I write about it on this blog. "Trade what you see" didn't apply today. All my thinking was pretty right on, I just made a true mess of entries and exits. The action was to be short financials on any bounce today, no matter what, and I wasn't in that trade. I am a momentum guy that follows money flow in and out, what the hell was I thinking? Maybe because I had a great week and I'm feeling teflon? indestructible? Some of the greatest traders have lost after big wins ( no implication that I'm great). Maybe it's the DNA factor. I've talked to enough phenomenal traders over the years and they have opined the same thing. We have a tendency to let our guard down and lose the life or death attention to detail after a prolonged period of success.I pride myself on details. I make my money when I see a trend begin to fail or turn positive. Yesterday it was POT and MOS. I watched the chart like a hawk for four hours,saw the perfect set up and made a ton. Patience, it's all about patience, and NOT over trading which I did today. I love when I I trade 25,000 shares and have a big day. The losers are invariably when I trade 50-100,000 shares a day. When you have caught the right set up, you don't trade --you let it run!! What does that tell me? I'm over trading, pressing it, and taking it out on my buy/sell buttons., LOL It is kind of funny. So what now?

This evening I will look at my trading runs, EVERY trade. I will look at entries and exits and I will look at the chart to see where the stock was when I bought it. It will be depressing, a come to Jesus meeting if you will. A cleansing, hopefully--yea, I dig candles and the whole relaxation methodology. I have to or I would fry. Good for the soul. Try it. A little B. Dylan in the background.

For a guy that hasn't skipped a beat on being short financials forever, and even blogged yesterday that they HAD TO BE SOLD AGAIN, I have a fair amount of self loathing going on beacause I wasn't on top of the down move today. It truly breaks my heart.

When Springsteen was asked how he got up for the gig every night he said two things, " I play like it's my last night on earth--and two?" it's only rock n roll." A true balance. Peace, and I will catch ya later.

6 comments:

OE Trader said...

You had a few great weeks. Now, you're just a bit out of sync. If you review any trades/charts, focus on the positive ones. Better yet, just take tomorrow off and everything will become much clearer. Monday is a new week!

e.e said...

Here's some statistical data. While Fridays are down days 79% of the time, in 27 weeks this year, 10 Thursdays have been down days.
These down Thursdays have been followed by down Fridays 9 times (90%) in total, and 100% of the time when Thursdays have gone down more than 0.75%.
Past performance is no indication of future performance but percentage tennis works.

upsidetrader said...

thanks oe, always tomorrow pal-that's the beauty

upsidetrader said...

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cool stat-trade what u see though-a lesson learned today

e.e said...

yes --I have taped on my keyboard "my opinion doesn't matter...the only thing that matters is price"
that being said I am short a few ES with a 2 point stop based on the stats... I usually take half off with a 1.5 move and then move the stop to BE on the whole trade so I have a "freebee" shot or a small loss.. either way I am cool with it.

lee.nations@gmail.com said...

Man, you just wrote my same day. Amazing, I have had some huge days the past couple of months only to get to confident and feel like I can do know wrong. Before you know it, I am down $30 grand for the day. Amazing how this game works, as much fun as it can be, it works on your nerves as well. Take care and get them tomorrow.

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